I didn’t yet know on the day they were born who was who and how they’d add to our family, ow did I end up with these exact kids? It always amazes me how unique and special they each are alone. But when they are all together, they’re a perfectly blended garden of wild flowers!

Jon being manipulative as usual told his always close at hand paparazzi connections that he was merely hoping that he would be allowed to see his kids. However based on the number of gifts he he came out of the store with one would assume that he is going to at least spend some time with them.

At least this time they are sparing the public from having to watch the made-for-TV show at the beginning of last season just as the marriage troubles began to surface. Both Jon and Kate were visibly awkward around one another despite celebration featuring bouncy castles, pinata smashing and a picnic.

I didn’t spend time maybe grieving or dealing with the fact that there was a seventh baby. … It makes you wonder like, who would this baby have been? Alexis still asks about her and so I wanted to kind of include that in her letter.

The truth came out in her new book “I Just Want You to Know” where Kate explains stories from her past as well as well as a few letters she wrote to each of her eight children writing:

As you know, our seventh baby now lives in heaven with Jesus and went there when she was very tiny.